I really don't know how to describe my feelings right now. It's just that strong feelings of being helpless. And useless. Sort of. And because of that, I cannot contain anymore sadness in me so I cried in my bed. Helplessly.
Sometimes, I just think that I never did enough for the people around me. Especially for someone I loved, more than the world, more than anything. Because they are my precious whole world.
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Talking to him. Whining to him. So comforting. At one point, I can smile even when I am having a hard time. So blessed to have him. Love y...
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Tadi was the first time him calling me by my name. It felt weird and awkwardly sweet. Because he always called my by the title only. An... -
This has been going on for far too long already. Still, it has not faded yet. Still. 15. Feb. It has been nearly a year, and still count...