Ending of all.

It's super exhausting for an introvert to meet people.

Super drained. Mentally. And physically.



ps: may we meet again next year.

Tired.

Of backing off. Guess it'll always be my thing.

Draft.

I waited for him. But nothing.

ps: Dreamt of him a few times lately. Huh. I miss him. On this very day.

I am weak.

Maybe they are expecting so much more from me. When even I am not happy with myself, how can I expect people to be happy for me?

I am a total jackass. I am a total blockhead, that I know. I am becoming a 'Star-Lord'.



I am a failure. Always not good enough.
I am sorry for being myself.

Now I can talk.

She is not being disloyal.

She feels suffocated. With her life. And Patrick is not being really helpful to help her settling with her life. See, he barely has time for her. Eventually, they has less time spent together. It is not her fault if she has fallen for Will.

Will always understands her. Always pushing her to live the life more like a human being should has. Just what girl so stupid would not fall for that?

She. She is the only one person whom Will could talk to. Will surprisingly, is so comfortable to be with her. She offers him help and care, being all understanding and considerate, lends him her ears. She is being a kind friend trying to help a quadriplegic in a wheelchair going through life he did not expect would happen.

She is not being disloyal. She has every right to be happy. So is Will.

Hah.

When I thought I was losing one kind company, I was wrong. I got my friends.

When you thought you were losing one kind company -because of your stupid moves- you actually were.