Tuesday, 30 January 2018

I.

Should have known your love was a game
Now I cannot get you of my brain
Such a shame, that we do not talk anymore.

Monday, 29 January 2018

Zero.

'Maybe it is just me, but I wonder what it is like to have someone fall for you. I mean, REALLY in love with you. Not just because they think you are attractive, but be consumed with every little piece of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you just exist.'

-anony.

Thursday, 25 January 2018

.

That is it. Only one-word reply. Sad thing.

20.

20 and I still love you.

Yes, you are!



                                  And, yes. You are too expensive to me. Know that.







ps: wish i can offer you comfort

Monday, 22 January 2018

Shaking.

My hands are shaking. My hearts beat like a drum. Still. Never miss its rhythm, every time.



Yet, I still fear. Fear of the absence once I set my foot, further from here. 


Allah draw me away of all these. This will be the right path i choose, bi idznillah. And I know You will always be with me, when nobody does. That is how much You love me! 

And, Allah increase my love to You. Amin.

Aduh.

Sakitnya kan? Menangis dalam hati. Sampai no energy to talk to people. Tired. Drained. Feel like quitting.