Friday, 25 January 2019

Sometimes I just like to write out things that are significant to the dreams I had, mostly which gave me some sort of sentimental feelings.

'You seem different.' - 25th July 2018

I still remember when I dreamt of this. There was this one guy, we were holding hands and our eyes locked to each other when he said those words to me. There was uncertainty in his eyes, and I saw his confidence in us- in our relationship- disappearing in the thin air. That was after he knew the thing I had always been kept from all others for a long time.

The thing is, I never know the guy or what he looks like, pretty sure never have met him before.

It is just a funny story, maybe. But I just like it. The feeling.




Ps: not even a single simple 'thank you' note. just nothing.

Wednesday, 23 January 2019

Shall we?

I think I want to wish you birthday at 12 sharp. Let's try and see what will happen then. A simple 'thank you' note would be lovely. ❤️

Saturday, 12 January 2019

Tired.

I think I wanna attach my heart to you, still. Just so I can end our unfinished business. Let's just hope that the future might let us meet, one fine day. I really hope so.

Aduh.

Sakitnya kan? Menangis dalam hati. Sampai no energy to talk to people. Tired. Drained. Feel like quitting.