Sometimes I just like to write out things that are significant to the dreams I had, mostly which gave me some sort of sentimental feelings.
'You seem different.' - 25th July 2018
I still remember when I dreamt of this. There was this one guy, we were holding hands and our eyes locked to each other when he said those words to me. There was uncertainty in his eyes, and I saw his confidence in us- in our relationship- disappearing in the thin air. That was after he knew the thing I had always been kept from all others for a long time.
The thing is, I never know the guy or what he looks like, pretty sure never have met him before.
It is just a funny story, maybe. But I just like it. The feeling.
Ps: not even a single simple 'thank you' note. just nothing.
Friday, 25 January 2019
Aduh.
Sakitnya kan? Menangis dalam hati. Sampai no energy to talk to people. Tired. Drained. Feel like quitting.
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