Thursday, 10 May 2018

I am weak.

Maybe they are expecting so much more from me. When even I am not happy with myself, how can I expect people to be happy for me?

I am a total jackass. I am a total blockhead, that I know. I am becoming a 'Star-Lord'.



I am a failure. Always not good enough.
I am sorry for being myself.
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Aduh.

Sakitnya kan? Menangis dalam hati. Sampai no energy to talk to people. Tired. Drained. Feel like quitting.

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