Monday, 22 January 2018

Shaking.

My hands are shaking. My hearts beat like a drum. Still. Never miss its rhythm, every time.



Yet, I still fear. Fear of the absence once I set my foot, further from here. 


Allah draw me away of all these. This will be the right path i choose, bi idznillah. And I know You will always be with me, when nobody does. That is how much You love me! 

And, Allah increase my love to You. Amin.
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Aduh.

Sakitnya kan? Menangis dalam hati. Sampai no energy to talk to people. Tired. Drained. Feel like quitting.

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